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“Save Me, Because I Know I Can’t Save Myself”
I claimed a 30-day chip with liquor still on my breath. That lie haunted me—until I faced it and found real sobriety.

facethyfear
Mar 24, 20254 min read


Garlic Bread Over Bacardi: A Sobriety Perspective
“I found an old shot of Bacardi in my freezer. Didn’t care. But only two pieces of garlic bread? Now that pissed me off. That’s growth.”

facethyfear
Mar 15, 20252 min read


FaceThyFear Exclusive Interview: Justin Beatenbough – One Year Clean, No Looking Back
Justin Beatenbough lost everything to addiction—now he’s one year clean and proving no one is too far gone. #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 12, 20254 min read


HOW IT WORKS: FACE YOUR FEAR, CHANGE YOUR LIFE
Self-will kept me trapped—letting go set me free. AA works if you work it. Be honest, be willing, take it 24 hours at a time. #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 11, 20254 min read


Understanding Alcoholism: Why They Can’t Just Stop
By FaceThyFear | FTFNow.net Alcoholism isn’t about weakness. It’s not a lack of willpower. It’s not just “drinking too much.” If you’re...

facethyfear
Mar 7, 20254 min read


Understanding 'The Doctor’s Opinion': The First Read for Someone Getting Sober
© 2025 FaceThyFear. All Rights Reserved. | www.Facethyfear.com | www.ftfnow.net Why The Doctor’s Opinion Could Change Everything for...

facethyfear
Mar 5, 20254 min read


The Role of Sponsorship in AA and Recovery: A Guide to Growth and Accountability
© 2025 FaceThyFear. All Rights Reserved. | www.Facethyfear.com | www.ftfnow.net What Is Sponsorship in AA and Recovery? Sponsorship is...

facethyfear
Mar 4, 20254 min read


September 22, 2022: The Day I Left the Hospital
The Day Everything Changed I walked out of the hospital that afternoon wearing nothing but a thin hospital gown. No clean clothes, but I...

facethyfear
Mar 3, 20255 min read


Why Addiction Isn’t Just a Habit—It’s a Crisis of Meaning
Official FaceThyFear Blog Post The Truth About Addiction That No One Talks About There was a time when I woke up every morning with the...

facethyfear
Feb 27, 20254 min read


1,000 Days Sober: My Journey Through 10 Years of Addiction to Freedom
1,000 Days Sober: My Journey Through 10 Years of Addiction to Freedom Today marks 1,000 days sober from cocaine. It’s a milestone that I...

facethyfear
Feb 26, 20253 min read


FaceThyFear Blog: The Importance of Routine and Health in Recovery
By Malcolm Pannell | FaceThyFear Official Blog Website: www.Facethyfear.com (https://www.Facethyfear.com) Falling Out of Routine: A Hard...

facethyfear
Feb 24, 20253 min read


996 Days Sober: The Countdown to 1,000
996 Days Sober: The Countdown to 1,000 FaceThyFear Official Blog ftfnow.net 996 days. I’m four days away from hitting the big 1,000. A number that, at one point, felt impossible. But now? Now it’s real. WHAT 996 DAYS LOOKS LIKE • $39,760 saved. ($40 per day habit) That’s nearly 40 bands I would’ve thrown away, chasing a high that never lasted. • No more waking up wondering what I did the night before. No more paranoia, regret, or excuses. • A thousand small victories stack

facethyfear
Feb 20, 20251 min read


The Gift of Laughter: Finding Light in Recovery
FaceThyFear Official Blog www.Facethyfear.com “At this juncture, his A.A. sponsor usually laughs.” — Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions,...

facethyfear
Feb 20, 20252 min read


FaceThyFear Guide to the 12 Steps: A Path to Freedom
At FaceThyFear, we believe in the power of transformation—moving from darkness to light, from wreckage to renewal. The 12 Steps of...

facethyfear
Feb 17, 20252 min read


Trying to Stay Out of That Dark Tunnel
FaceThyFear® | www.Facethyfear.com Trademarked & Copyrighted The Weight I Didn’t Know I Was Carrying I used to think I knew what pain...

facethyfear
Feb 16, 20253 min read


“Freezer Burn or True Love? Transforming from Unhealthy to Positive Relationships”
This Valentine’s Day hurt differently for me. As I sat reflecting on love, I felt a deep ache—not just for romance, but for the bonds...

facethyfear
Feb 14, 20254 min read


FaceThyFear Recipe Feature: Hunter’s Fall-Off-The-Bone Ribs
FaceThyFear Recipe Feature: Hunter’s Fall-Off-The-Bone Ribs At FaceThyFear, we believe in celebrating the simple joys in life—like...

facethyfear
Feb 12, 20253 min read


The Limits of Self-Reliance
The Limits of Self-Reliance “ We asked ourselves why we had them [fears]. Wasn’t it because self-reliance failed us?” – Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 68 In recovery, many of us wrestle with the idea of letting go of self-reliance. For so long, we believed we had to face the world on our own terms—leaning on willpower, pride, and sometimes sheer stubbornness. But in that isolation, we found fear, discontent, and a deep sense of separation from the peace we were truly searching for.

facethyfear
Feb 11, 20252 min read


FaceThyFear Presents: A Guide to Meditation – Step Eleven Insights
FaceThyFear: From Darkness to Light www.Facethyfear.com Introduction: Embracing Meditation as a Way to Peace Step Eleven from the Big...

facethyfear
Feb 8, 20253 min read
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