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Face The Truth
The old me is dead. I am the proof. Face the truth. Trust the process. Forgive yourself. FTF style: raw healing, no fear.

facethyfear
Apr 233 min read
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No Relapse in Me: An Easter Reflection
Easter doesn’t erase the past—but it reminds me I survived it. I’m not hiding. I’m not folding. I’m never going back.

facethyfear
Apr 203 min read
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FTF REFLECTIONS | APRIL 19 “The Shining Light: A Message from Agent Mr. 7”
Mr. 7 sent me a message before sunrise. I read it at 8. Recovery spoke in silence—and I listened. Let your light shine.

facethyfear
Apr 193 min read
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NoGeek Crew: Two Techs, Two Survivors, One Mission
From meth to jail. From coke to rehab. Now two techs in the field speak truth, educate, and fight addiction head-on. This is the NoGeek Crew

facethyfear
Apr 193 min read
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From Traps to Tranquility: A Recovery Walk in West Savannah
From scraping change for liquor to dancing past seedlings on my porch—this is what recovery looks like now. I’m still standing.

facethyfear
Apr 154 min read
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Rocketed Into a Fourth Dimension
The Big Book hits different each time. This line stopped me in my tracks—and helped me remember why I keep showing up.

facethyfear
Apr 153 min read
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No Numb Left: Choosing Peace Over Chaos
No more numb. Just healing, clarity, and divine surrender. Malcolm Pannell reflects on the truth of emotional sobriety. #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Apr 143 min read
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The Flight, The Fall, and The Father Who Saved Me
From a bar in the airport to a hospital bed in Tennessee — this is how I survived my addiction and learned to FaceThyFear.

facethyfear
Apr 74 min read
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I Have a Date With Success—And I Can’t Crash Out and Miss It
871 days sober. Still healing. Almost lost it all—but I chose peace. I’ve got a date with success, and I won’t miss it.

facethyfear
Apr 64 min read
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“Save Me, Because I Know I Can’t Save Myself”
I claimed a 30-day chip with liquor still on my breath. That lie haunted me—until I faced it and found real sobriety.

facethyfear
Mar 244 min read
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Garlic Bread Over Bacardi: A Sobriety Perspective
“I found an old shot of Bacardi in my freezer. Didn’t care. But only two pieces of garlic bread? Now that pissed me off. That’s growth.”

facethyfear
Mar 152 min read
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FaceThyFear Exclusive Interview: Justin Beatenbough – One Year Clean, No Looking Back
Justin Beatenbough lost everything to addiction—now he’s one year clean and proving no one is too far gone. #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 124 min read
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HOW IT WORKS: FACE YOUR FEAR, CHANGE YOUR LIFE
Self-will kept me trapped—letting go set me free. AA works if you work it. Be honest, be willing, take it 24 hours at a time. #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 114 min read
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Understanding Alcoholism: Why They Can’t Just Stop
By FaceThyFear | FTFNow.net Alcoholism isn’t about weakness. It’s not a lack of willpower. It’s not just “drinking too much.” If you’re...

facethyfear
Mar 84 min read
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Understanding 'The Doctor’s Opinion': The First Read for Someone Getting Sober
© 2025 FaceThyFear. All Rights Reserved. | www.Facethyfear.com | www.ftfnow.net Why The Doctor’s Opinion Could Change Everything for...

facethyfear
Mar 54 min read
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The Role of Sponsorship in AA and Recovery: A Guide to Growth and Accountability
© 2025 FaceThyFear. All Rights Reserved. | www.Facethyfear.com | www.ftfnow.net What Is Sponsorship in AA and Recovery? Sponsorship is...

facethyfear
Mar 44 min read
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September 22, 2022: The Day I Left the Hospital
The Day Everything Changed I walked out of the hospital that afternoon wearing nothing but a thin hospital gown. No clean clothes, but I...

facethyfear
Mar 45 min read
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Why Addiction Isn’t Just a Habit—It’s a Crisis of Meaning
Official FaceThyFear Blog Post The Truth About Addiction That No One Talks About There was a time when I woke up every morning with the...

facethyfear
Feb 274 min read
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1,000 Days Sober: My Journey Through 10 Years of Addiction to Freedom
1,000 Days Sober: My Journey Through 10 Years of Addiction to Freedom Today marks 1,000 days sober from cocaine. It’s a milestone that I...

facethyfear
Feb 263 min read
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FaceThyFear Blog: The Importance of Routine and Health in Recovery
By Malcolm Pannell | FaceThyFear Official Blog Website: www.Facethyfear.com (https://www.Facethyfear.com) Falling Out of Routine: A Hard...

facethyfear
Feb 243 min read
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