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FTF Basil & Cayenne Porch Rice: An FTF PlantMasters Original
This rice is flavored with garlic, cayenne, and homegrown basil — cooked slow with care. A porch-born plate that Liqesha and Snowbella never

facethyfear
4 days ago3 min read


From the Flames: How Grilling Helped Me Recover from Liqesha (LQXA)
Grilling helped me heal. From ZN.4 to sobriety, I found peace in fire, flavor, and faith. This is my ritual—rooted, real, and recovery-proof

facethyfear
Jul 254 min read


She Wanted Me Dead. He Was Waiting to Take Me.
Addiction had a name: LQXA. Death had a watcher: The Grand Looper. This is how I broke free and found life on the other side.

facethyfear
Jul 133 min read


C.J. Richards:Sliding Down the Wrong Turn
One wrong turn. A glacier. Laughter and chaos on Oregon’s Timberline Trail. Sometimes the best stories come from getting lost.

facethyfear
Jul 103 min read


A Midnight Craving, Cold and Redeemed
I used to black out. Now I just get fussed at for crumbs. One night you’ll sneak to the fridge—not for pain, but for peace.

facethyfear
Jun 112 min read


FTF Journal: I Just Don’t Have the Energy for Bullsh*t Anymore
I used to chase chaos. Now I chase peace. This is about healing, letting go, and finally choosing love over destruction.

facethyfear
Jun 62 min read


🌱 FTF PlantMasters Porch Grow Guide:
Learn how to grow okra and bell peppers on a screened porch in Savannah. FTF PlantMasters makes gardening simple and powerful.

facethyfear
Jun 53 min read


I LOVED COCAINE, BUT IT TRIED TO KILL ME
I don’t trap anymore—I testify. Three years clean from cocaine. I loved it. It almost killed me. But God had other plans. #FTF #1109

facethyfear
Jun 24 min read


The Rootprint: A Mixtape for the Misunderstood
“I’m as they get.” Step 4 stripped me down but built me back. This ain’t just recovery—it’s a mixtape for the misunderstood.

facethyfear
May 273 min read


“LIFE AFTER: A LETTER TO THOSE STILL INSIDE”
Grilling sober. Growing basil. Resting deep. This Memorial Day, I didn’t relapse—I reclaimed peace. That’s FTF living.

facethyfear
May 272 min read


The Garden That Grew Me Back
Gardening gave me peace, prayer gave me power, and both keep me grounded. You don’t need perfection—just a pot, a seed, and a reason.

facethyfear
May 263 min read


FTF PlantMasters Grow Guide – Savannah Style
From seed to harvest—this guide helps Cody and his kids grow cucumbers and peppers together, step-by-step, Savannah style.

facethyfear
May 202 min read


What I Didn’t Know About Recovery (Until It Saved My Life)
I didn’t come to recovery to be saved—I came because I was dying. This is how I stopped running and finally got rooted in the truth.

facethyfear
May 163 min read


From Eggrolls to Eden- Facing Depression Head On
From relapse to raised beds—how I turned depression, addiction, and brokenness into growth, purpose, and edible hope.

facethyfear
May 154 min read


The Number You Have Dialed Ain’t Me No More!!
“That night should’ve killed me. But it didn’t. Now I speak for the ones still lost in the fog.”

facethyfear
May 55 min read


FTF UNIVERSE: EPISODE II-CASCADE COLLAPSE
Cascade folded in silence. People froze mid-prayer, mid-breath. Shinkuro didn’t attack. He remembered—and dragged us in with him.

facethyfear
May 12 min read


FTF UNIVERSE: EPISODE I -WHEN THE RIFT BLED THROUGH THE BLOCK
03:17 AM — the sky peeled. Shinkuro rose from Zone 4. No roar. No mercy. Just memory, cracked bone, and silence that screamed.

facethyfear
May 12 min read


FTF RIFT REPORT: SHINKURO DETECTED
Shinkuro has emerged from the Rift. This is only his second form. The mask is cracking. The truth is waking up.

facethyfear
May 13 min read


FTF GraveBoyz Presents: From Running in Place to Running with Purpose
I stopped running from life. I started building it. 893 days sober. 1,061 days free. Face Thy Fear. GraveBoyz forever.

facethyfear
Apr 285 min read


Face It or Fake It
“You can fake it or you can face it. I chose to face it — even when it hurts. Still shaking. Still standing. Still free. #FTF”

facethyfear
Apr 284 min read
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