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She Wanted Me Dead. He Was Waiting to Take Me.
Addiction had a name: LQXA. Death had a watcher: The Grand Looper. This is how I broke free and found life on the other side.

facethyfear
Jul 133 min read


Isolation is a Beast
"Isolation rewires your brain, but you don’t have to stay trapped. Learn how to fight back, reconnect, and reclaim your life. #FaceThyFear"

facethyfear
Mar 225 min read


Ashly’s Easy Guide to Growing Sugar Baby Watermelon & Cajun Jewel Okra
Grow Cajun Jewel Okra & Sugar Baby Watermelon in Zone 8b! Start early, mulch, water deeply, and harvest okra at 2-4 inches for best taste!

facethyfear
Mar 173 min read


“24 Hours of Us”
“No promises of forever. No illusions of perfection. Just today. And today, they didn’t use.” – 24 Hours of Us, FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 167 min read


Garlic Bread Over Bacardi: A Sobriety Perspective
“I found an old shot of Bacardi in my freezer. Didn’t care. But only two pieces of garlic bread? Now that pissed me off. That’s growth.”

facethyfear
Mar 152 min read


FaceThyFear: The Plank Walkers
“The plank is always waiting. But you don’t have to walk it. Pick up your sword. Face the storm. Fight back. Live.” #FaceThyFear

facethyfear
Mar 1517 min read


Chasing Nostalgia: The Sweet Simplicity of Uncle Al’s Lemon Planks
Why Treating Yourself Matters There’s something special about finding a snack that takes you back in time. That first bite, the familiar...

facethyfear
Mar 73 min read


September 22, 2022: The Day I Left the Hospital
The Day Everything Changed I walked out of the hospital that afternoon wearing nothing but a thin hospital gown. No clean clothes, but I...

facethyfear
Mar 45 min read


Rooted in Growth: Turning Small Steps into Something Bigger
The sun was shining, 76 degrees, the kind of day that makes you want to roll the windows down and just cruise. Scotty, my Honda Element,...

facethyfear
Mar 13 min read


FaceThyFear Blog: The Importance of Routine and Health in Recovery
By Malcolm Pannell | FaceThyFear Official Blog Website: www.Facethyfear.com (https://www.Facethyfear.com) Falling Out of Routine: A Hard...

facethyfear
Feb 243 min read


Aunt Rheny's Quick and Easy Potato Salad Recipe
**Ingredients:** - 10 medium potatoes - 4 eggs - 1 onion, finely chopped - 2-3 stalks of celery, finely chopped - 1 cup mayonnaise - 2...

facethyfear
Feb 233 min read


From Chaos to Clarity: A Moment in the Rain Locker
From Chaos to Clarity: A Moment in the Rain Locker Last night, anxiety hit me hard. It came out of nowhere, suffocating and relentless....

facethyfear
Feb 123 min read


Luciano: Music That Resonates with Recovery
Luciano: Music That Resonates with Recovery By Malcolm Pannell Music in Recovery: Hearing with New Ears Sobriety changes everything—your...

facethyfear
Feb 93 min read


Reclaiming the Kitchen: Easy Fettuccine Alfredo
Inspired by The Sober Kitchen by Liz Scott Cooking can be an act of self-care, especially during recovery. When life feels overwhelming,...

facethyfear
Feb 92 min read


From Chaos to Calm: Uplifting Songs That Inspire My Recovery
Disclaimer: This post focuses on songs that bring positivity and peace into my life. It’s a continuation of my journey, showcasing the...

facethyfear
Feb 92 min read


Back to the A: A Journey of Pain, Strength, and Redemption
Original commissioned Zone-4 artwork Driving through Atlanta after six months of rehab in Savannah was a moment I’ll never forget. With...

facethyfear
Feb 93 min read


“You Can’t Put a Shark on a Leash”
“You Can’t Put a Shark on a Leash” The shark isn’t just a symbol for FaceThyFear—it’s the spirit of the brand. Sharks are relentless,...

facethyfear
Feb 93 min read


Old Bags, Old Music, New Mentality
Old Bags, Old Music, New Mentality By Malcolm Pannell I was scrolling through Instagram yesterday, watching some motivational content,...

facethyfear
Feb 72 min read


When the Darkness Creeps In: Anxiety, Triggers, and the Fight to Keep Going
There are days when everything seems fine—when I wake up feeling good, stay productive, and keep pushing forward. But then, out of...

facethyfear
Feb 43 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: Reckoners Introduction
The Road Never Ends. The Race Never Stops. Welcome to the Storm. The Neon Abyss: A World Without Rules There is no finish line. No...

facethyfear
Feb 23 min read
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