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When the Darkness Creeps In: Anxiety, Triggers, and the Fight to Keep Going
There are days when everything seems fine—when I wake up feeling good, stay productive, and keep pushing forward. But then, out of...

facethyfear
Feb 3, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn : The Road That Shouldn’t Exist
The Rift was tearing itself apart. The race was chaos. But Nyx saw something no one else did. A road. Not part of the Dead Run. Not part...

facethyfear
Feb 3, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn : The Rift Hungers
The Dead Run does not wait. It does not slow. It does not forgive. The Neon Rift pulses, and suddenly— 📢 “THRESHOLD LOCK OVERRIDE—ALL...

facethyfear
Feb 3, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn:The Road Does Not Forgive
“The Rift doesn’t care who you were. The race doesn’t care what you want. The road only knows one thing—if you don’t belong here, it will...

facethyfear
Feb 3, 20253 min read


Spiritual Condition – Transforming the Hard Heart
“The Lord turned the flint into a fountain of waters.” —Psalm 114:8 Introduction: Why Spirituality Matters in Recovery I’ve learned that...

facethyfear
Feb 3, 20253 min read


The Fallen Warrior: The One Who Refuses to Break
The Aeternum Reckoning, Entry IV “I have been shattered. I have been lost. But I am not done yet.” There are those who fall and never...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


The Rise of the Fallen – The Damned Who Still Fight
Aeternum Reckoning, Entry III “Not all who fall are lost. Some claw their way back—scarred, broken, but unyielding.” Between the...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Nightrazor Umbra – The Shadow That Consumes
Aeternum Reckoning, Entry II “Fear is not loud. Fear whispers. It waits. And when you notice it, it is already too late.” Beneath the...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20252 min read


Fearbreaker Aeternum: The Storm That Shatters Fear
Aeternum Reckoning, Entry I There is no fear in his path. Only reckoning. The sky fractures when he arrives. Lightning cuts jagged wounds...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: The Race That Never Ends
“Some roads lead somewhere. This one only leads deeper.” The Dead Run: The Race That Shouldn’t Exist Nobody remembers how it started....

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: The Phantom Racer
“You don’t see them. You don’t hear them. But when they pass, you feel the cold.” A Racer That Shouldn’t Exist The Dead Run has a...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: Warhound’s Introduction
“The road don’t forgive. Neither do I.” Before the Rift: A Man Built for War Some men were born for the wreck. Warhound was one of them....

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Nyx – The Stormbringer
“The world burned me first. I’m just giving it back what it gave me.” Before the Rift: The Girl Who Drove Too Fast Nyx never cared about...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: Spectre’s Introduction
The Ghost of the Circuit Never Stops Driving The Race Never Ends. Neither Does She. Some racers crash. Some get left behind. Some burn...

facethyfear
Feb 2, 20253 min read


Wrecked & Reborn: Reckoners Introduction
The Road Never Ends. The Race Never Stops. Welcome to the Storm. The Neon Abyss: A World Without Rules There is no finish line. No...

facethyfear
Feb 1, 20253 min read


Choosing Your Struggle: The Price of Addiction vs. The Cost of Recovery
“You’re going to pay a price for every bloody thing you do and everything you don’t do. You don’t get to choose to not pay a price. You...

facethyfear
Jan 31, 20253 min read


(The Truth About Recovery, Growth, and Moving Forward) Healing isnt what I thought it would be.
What No One Tells You About Healing… When I first started my journey, I imagined some kind of finish line, a moment where everything...

facethyfear
Jan 30, 20252 min read


"Breaking the chains: From Darkness to Light" A letter to those who feel lost- You are not alone.
Dear Reader, If you’re reading this, I need you to listen. Really listen. Because I know where you are. I know the weight you’re...

facethyfear
Jan 29, 20253 min read


Reconnecting with Sharks: My Spirit Animal in Recovery
Recovery has been a journey of rediscovery, not just of who I am, but of the things that inspire and ground me. One of the most significant reconnections I’ve made since getting sober has been with my favorite animal: the shark. As strange as it may sound, sharks have become my spirit and recovery animal. Their strength, intelligence, and ability to heal resonate deeply with me, reminding me of the progress and perseverance sobriety requires. When I was in rehab, I had to sta

facethyfear
Jan 25, 20253 min read


Relapse is Not the End: A Personal Journey to Sobriety
Relapse. For many of us, it’s part of the recovery journey. I’ve relapsed so many times I can’t even count them all. It’s a painful...

facethyfear
Jan 24, 20254 min read
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